What should I do?
December 20, 2009 ~ Filed Under: Uncategorized ~ 199 words
My girlfriend and I are on the edge of a BIG fight, and I mean a serious one.
I don’t remember ever fighting with her like this, I feel really down… and it’s my fault. :(
I’m never there for her, always busy around my Leadership job, the volunteering and charity work, the school assignments, projects, and homework, my family duties… Where am I finding the time to spend with Selenia??? :(
See, I haven’t updated my blog here for 3 weeks, and it’s for the same reason: lack of time. What should I drop to make more time for Selenia? Probably I should quit volunteering. I deeply care about that activity, especially since I do it together with Commander, but now… now it’s probably time to give it up. For my girlfriend’s sake, and our love’s. I’m sure that Commander will understand too, it’s just that… I feel so bad about it. :( I wish I had more time for everything, and for her too. I love Selenia, I love her with all my heart, and this situation really sucks. Oh God how much it does… What should I do…?
I’m tired. Period.
November 30, 2009 ~ Filed Under: Updates ~ 139 words
Trying to catch up with online stuff has become so freaking hard. Eek! @_@ Also, it’s time I update the blog dedicated to my mommy too, eileen.so-angelic.info… I haven’t in such a long time! But today us Leaders had another Monthly Reunion, and it lasted until an hour ago. They’re becoming longer and longer, and I don’t know why… I will try to limit them from now on, and convince Commander Police and Shotfire to cut it short, until it’s a very important and urgent reunion. I’m just so tired. I don’t need other hassles or chores to do for the day. Just want to rest. Period.
EDIT:// Please Cyc, leave me alone T_T I’m not in the mood really!